when my mind is still

When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart,

I remember things too easily forgotten.

The purity of early love,

The maturity of unselfish love that asks.

The idealism that has persisted enough through all the tempest of life.

When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart,

I can find a quiet assurance, an inner peace, in the core of my being.

It can face the doubt, the loneliness, the anxiety.

It can accept these harsh realities and can even grow.

Because of these challengers to my essential being.

When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart,

I can sense my basic humanity.

And I know that all men and women are my brothers and sister.

Nothing but my own fear and distrust can separate me from the love of friends.

If I can trust others, accept them, enjoy them,

Then my life shall surely be richer with love and more full.

Then wells within me the urge to live more abundantly, 

With greater trust and joy,

With more profound seriousness and earnest,

And yet more calmly at the heart of life. 

Syasya Azman - 6pm - 301011

floated away.

A love letter to my own version of JOKER.

I love being loved by you 

when you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers,

 remember that's where my finger fit perfectly 

a part of you has grown in me. 

you are my world. gravity always pulls me towards you 

if kisses were raindrops, I would like to send you a thunderstorm

I hope you know you have my heart

The more I know you, the more I love you

You are the reason for my smiles.

Just hearing your name makes me smike.

You make me laugh when I don't even want to smile.

I can't really find the words to explain the way I feel

when I hear your voice or when I see your face

All I can say is that I like the feeling.

I love you more than you will ever know.

Our life together is already amazing, and together it will only get better and better.

INSYAALLAH, AMIN :'))

Read the message and know that the sender loves you very much

the sender, Syasya Azman 

KHAIRUL AMIR :)

PARTNER IN CRIME

When I first met you, I felt like I had known you forever,
telling you my secrets and what I didn't want ever. 

You listened to me, I bet you thought I'd never end. 

Who would have thought , we would become more than just friends.
Over a period of time, I got to know the real you.
A boy so caring and gentle, with a heart so true.
You've survived your life with hurt and loneliness by your side.
I told you I'd never leave because of the feelings I have inside.
I know you like no one I have ever known,
and sometimes I wonder what I'd do if you were gone?
So I have decided time answers all.
If it is meant to be, time will remove the wall.
I love the way we are together, you can always make me smile.
Will it ever really be forever? I guess I will have to wait awhile.
Meeting you has changed my life and I really love you so,
the feelings I feel for you , I am never letting go.
Remember me always and I will too.

Day by day
We took it slow
And our conversations began to grow

Since, the day our conversations grew
I became very fond of you
Hoping you felt fond of me too

You invaded my private world with your beautiful smile and understanding heart,
And I wondered to myself that you were different right from the very start.

 

 

You listened without judgment to what I had about me to say,
And even after I was done with the good, the bad, the ugly you still didn't run away.

 

 

We developed a friendship with trust, with no walls to build or guard,
We decided to leave the past behind and step into the good 

that could be no matter our discomfort or how hard.
I've grown to love you with no hidden agenda or false pretense but with only the real me.

MR JOKER

 

I'm writing this to you for you to understand,
That spending time with you is so precious I never want to let go your hand

 

 

 

 MY HEART AND SOUL

You look at me as if I'm the only girl around
You make me feel important and never let me down

 

OTHER HALF

( Lets put a smile on your face - his favorite words )

You've showed me how to live
How to smile. what to say
You've showed me what its worth
To love someone each and every day

.

(  BABY AND HIS BEST BUDDIES )

I promise to always lift you up
When you are feeling down
I promise to wipe your tears
When you feel you need to cry
I promise to keep you smiling
To show off that beautiful smile you have
I promise to be your strength
Whenever you fall weak
I promise to be your voice,
When you can't find the words
I promise to be your eyes
When you cannot see
I promise to be your ears
When you cannot hear
I promise to always tell you what’s real
When you want to hear the truth
I promise to be your dream catcher
To chase away you’re every fear
I promise to be your smile
When you’re frowning
I promise to always cheer you up
When you are down and blue
I promise to give you faith
When you are feeling insecure
I promise to keep you sturdy
When you are feeling unsafe
I promise to listen
When you need to talk
I promise to tell you no lies
Just what is true
I promise to always lend you my shoulder
For when you need to cry
I promise to always hold you
When you need someone
I promise to always care for you
Wherever you are I promise to always be there
I promise to never hurt you and never break your heart
I can’t promise you the world
I can’t promise you the sky
I can’t promise you that we will never fight
I can’t promise you that I will never cry
But I can promise you that I will always be true to you
And baby I promise that I will always love you more than anything with all my heart,

no matter what happens or what we go through, 

baby I'll love you until the end of time!
Ill be your guardian angel
That’s my promise to you.

 

 

 

Lots of LOVE, SyasyaAzman :')