when my mind is still

When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart,

I remember things too easily forgotten.

The purity of early love,

The maturity of unselfish love that asks.

The idealism that has persisted enough through all the tempest of life.

When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart,

I can find a quiet assurance, an inner peace, in the core of my being.

It can face the doubt, the loneliness, the anxiety.

It can accept these harsh realities and can even grow.

Because of these challengers to my essential being.

When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart,

I can sense my basic humanity.

And I know that all men and women are my brothers and sister.

Nothing but my own fear and distrust can separate me from the love of friends.

If I can trust others, accept them, enjoy them,

Then my life shall surely be richer with love and more full.

Then wells within me the urge to live more abundantly, 

With greater trust and joy,

With more profound seriousness and earnest,

And yet more calmly at the heart of life. 

Syasya Azman - 6pm - 301011

floated away.

A love letter to my own version of JOKER.

I love being loved by you 

when you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers,

 remember that's where my finger fit perfectly 

a part of you has grown in me. 

you are my world. gravity always pulls me towards you 

if kisses were raindrops, I would like to send you a thunderstorm

I hope you know you have my heart

The more I know you, the more I love you

You are the reason for my smiles.

Just hearing your name makes me smike.

You make me laugh when I don't even want to smile.

I can't really find the words to explain the way I feel

when I hear your voice or when I see your face

All I can say is that I like the feeling.

I love you more than you will ever know.

Our life together is already amazing, and together it will only get better and better.

INSYAALLAH, AMIN :'))

Read the message and know that the sender loves you very much

the sender, Syasya Azman 

KHAIRUL AMIR :)

PARTNER IN CRIME

When I first met you, I felt like I had known you forever,
telling you my secrets and what I didn't want ever. 

You listened to me, I bet you thought I'd never end. 

Who would have thought , we would become more than just friends.
Over a period of time, I got to know the real you.
A boy so caring and gentle, with a heart so true.
You've survived your life with hurt and loneliness by your side.
I told you I'd never leave because of the feelings I have inside.
I know you like no one I have ever known,
and sometimes I wonder what I'd do if you were gone?
So I have decided time answers all.
If it is meant to be, time will remove the wall.
I love the way we are together, you can always make me smile.
Will it ever really be forever? I guess I will have to wait awhile.
Meeting you has changed my life and I really love you so,
the feelings I feel for you , I am never letting go.
Remember me always and I will too.

Day by day
We took it slow
And our conversations began to grow

Since, the day our conversations grew
I became very fond of you
Hoping you felt fond of me too

You invaded my private world with your beautiful smile and understanding heart,
And I wondered to myself that you were different right from the very start.

 

 

You listened without judgment to what I had about me to say,
And even after I was done with the good, the bad, the ugly you still didn't run away.

 

 

We developed a friendship with trust, with no walls to build or guard,
We decided to leave the past behind and step into the good 

that could be no matter our discomfort or how hard.
I've grown to love you with no hidden agenda or false pretense but with only the real me.

MR JOKER

 

I'm writing this to you for you to understand,
That spending time with you is so precious I never want to let go your hand

 

 

 

 MY HEART AND SOUL

You look at me as if I'm the only girl around
You make me feel important and never let me down

 

OTHER HALF

( Lets put a smile on your face - his favorite words )

You've showed me how to live
How to smile. what to say
You've showed me what its worth
To love someone each and every day

.

(  BABY AND HIS BEST BUDDIES )

I promise to always lift you up
When you are feeling down
I promise to wipe your tears
When you feel you need to cry
I promise to keep you smiling
To show off that beautiful smile you have
I promise to be your strength
Whenever you fall weak
I promise to be your voice,
When you can't find the words
I promise to be your eyes
When you cannot see
I promise to be your ears
When you cannot hear
I promise to always tell you what’s real
When you want to hear the truth
I promise to be your dream catcher
To chase away you’re every fear
I promise to be your smile
When you’re frowning
I promise to always cheer you up
When you are down and blue
I promise to give you faith
When you are feeling insecure
I promise to keep you sturdy
When you are feeling unsafe
I promise to listen
When you need to talk
I promise to tell you no lies
Just what is true
I promise to always lend you my shoulder
For when you need to cry
I promise to always hold you
When you need someone
I promise to always care for you
Wherever you are I promise to always be there
I promise to never hurt you and never break your heart
I can’t promise you the world
I can’t promise you the sky
I can’t promise you that we will never fight
I can’t promise you that I will never cry
But I can promise you that I will always be true to you
And baby I promise that I will always love you more than anything with all my heart,

no matter what happens or what we go through, 

baby I'll love you until the end of time!
Ill be your guardian angel
That’s my promise to you.

 

 

 

Lots of LOVE, SyasyaAzman :')

 

KALAU KAU

Kalau kau nak naik 

Kalau kau nak dihormati 

Kalau kau nak di look up to 

Kalau kau nak nampak hebat sangat 

Kalau kau nak dilihat lain dari yang lain 

Kalau kau nak dilihat berpendirian, oh kononnya 

Kau perlu jatuhkan kawan ?

Kau perlu rebahkan kawan ?

Kau perlu dan sangat perlu pijak kawan  ?

AKU SEDANG TELAN NASIB 

AKU SEDANG MENUNGGU MASA UNTUK BERAMBUS 

- SEDANG SEBENARNYA -

teruskan - matikan - pencabar pencabar kau

dari mana datangnya budaya itu

AKU PUN TAK TAHU

tak tahu dan taknak tahu, Syasya Azman 

Life and it's GAME

who knows life and its game 

where are we and where we came from

everyone is difference and no one is the same

fighting for money and mortal name 

soul holds the memories in the fame

few love everything and few hardly tame

who has understood such is the game

many have gone yet many have came 

LIFE IS A GAME

and im tired of the game, syasya azman .

THE BIGGEST GIFT OF ALLAH

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOMMY ! 

Dear mommy


You are the one who shelter and guide us.

You are the one who would be there to see how much we've grown.

You are the one who cared for us when we were helpless.

You are the one who comfort us when we hurt.

You are the one who always saw the good thinks in each of us.

Yo are the one who still believe in us even when we were doubted ourselves.

You are the one who helped us to build up our mind. 

You are the one who taught us to never ever give up.

You're the one who instilled in us to be better.

You're the one who made us believe, we could accomplish anything.

YOU WERE LIKE NO OTHER

HASALAI @HASILAI BINTI HJ ISMAIL

Thank you mommy for believing in us,

when we were found it was difficult to believe ourselves .

Thank you mommy for saying what we needed to hear

 instead of what we wanted to hear .

Thank you mommy for siding with us, 

and for giving us another side to consider . 

Thank you mommy for always toiling hard for all .

Thank you mommy  for putting so much thoughts and care .

Thank you mommy  for your prayers .

They have clung to us all the time . 

MOMMY

 We know how often we took you for granted when we were growing up .

It was because we assumed you would always be there when we needed you .

There are times when only you can understand our tears .

There are times when only you can soothe our disappointments .

There are times when only you can calm all of our fears .

You will always remain in our hearts .

You will always remain in our deeds .

You will always remain in our thoughts .

You will always remain in our prayers .

( ELINI FAZIERA AZMAN & MOHD FARIZ )

( AIIMAN FAIQ AZMAN )

( AKIDQ ZHAFRAN AZMAN )

( ALLYSA NAJWA AZMAN )

( AUNII HAWA AZMAN )

( M. BANII SYABRAN AZMAN & M. ADAM ZAIIM AZMAN )

We love you with a special love mommy .

The love that deepens each day .

THANK YOU FOR EVERY SINGLE THING THAT YOU HAVE DONE 

WE LOVE YOU MOMMY !

On behalf of ur children, sincerely with love from the fourth -  syasya azman

TO SUM IT ALL UP

PLEASE WELCOME UNEXPLAINABLE AND UNPREDICTABLE SYASYA AZMAN

she was born as ALLYSA NAJWA AZMAN on 2.6.1992 . 

yes she's stubborn . she's heartless . she's outspoken . sumtimes people cudnt stand her harsh words . if u dont like her opinions, then dunt frigging ask it from her . becos she wont sugarcoating it for u people . technically she's single and enjoying her moment for being single to da fullest .

Handphone is her everything . her lappy is her new bff and camera wud be her new boyfiee .

as she run by her own rules, she dont allow anyone except her double F, FAMILY & FRIENDS to tell her what to do . 

well, if sumone wants to be part of her life, they'll make an effort to be in it . 

2011 is her year . no more drama, no more crap . she just gonna live her life and do things by using her own way .

STRATCH THIS - she would rather accept da painful TRUTH, rather to believe da beautiful LIES .

you may see she struggle, but she'll never fall .

ENVY HER, HATE HER, BOTTOM LINE, U AINT HER . 

i dare u to try, SYASYA AZMAN .